“Ever since I was born, daddy has been the best father you could ever imagine. And I just wanted to say I love him so much.” These were the words then 11-year-old Paris Jackson uttered at the funeral of the person who meant the whole world to her, her father.

Losing a father at that age is heartbreaking. For Paris and her brothers, it meant that now all eyes were on them. All of a sudden, every magazine wanted to have a piece of Michael Jackson through them, and they received incredible media attention. Michael cared for their privacy a great deal, and now, they found themselves under the spotlight.

After his death, his children ended up in the legal care of his mother, the kids’ grandmother, Katherine Jackson. Paris lived with her until her 19th birthday, after which she moved to her father’s private studio at the family compound, which she transformed into a dorm-style bedroom.